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The Sandpaper Suit © recovery discovery llc
Coming into the program many of us enjoy the pink cloud. We think... Ahhh.. finally a solution! We get involved.. We show up at meetings We work the first 3 steps and life is good but... We get busy.. maybe too busy for all this recovery stuff.. Looking at all the work ahead and the last 9 steps which remain undone... We start to think.. “ I’m not calling my sponsor again... Do I really have to go to those damn meetings for the rest of my ever lovin life!” With these crazy thoughts in mind some of us slack off and when this occurs out comes the sandpaper suit.... (not drinking, but not working the program) Some prefer to call this attitude Step Zero or DRY. It’s simply back to our old crazy rationalization and unwillingness to be willing. Quite simply it is the way we were before. This pickle was always our dilemma when we were out there and now it’s back because we are not willing to develop a new manner of living. We think we are better now but we are not. If this condition is allowed to persist ( by guess who? ) it is not long before a drink or a drug finds its way back into our hand. Remember what they said in the meetings.. “Our best thinking brought us here” Going back to the old think will lead us back to another drink. Easy does it... Stay sober.. Stay Willing.. and whatever you do don’t quit before the miracle happens!
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