Coming to the end of self is the beginning.

We don't know!

Look at where we are.

So what to do...as my sponsor told me sit back and relax and listen with an open mind.

What you believe... is not correct and the proof of that lies in this simple question that you really need to ask yourself...

Is my life working?

 ...so is everything peaches and cream, or are we ready to explore some new ideas?

What do you need?

Certainly not what you want, for that my friend is killing you... and NOW you know it is!

Who knows what you need?

We certainly don't, but God does.

I don't really believe in God you may say,  that's OK because He believes in you.

Most of us coming into recovery believe that we ARE God.... but alas not so.

So we are living a lie.

As far as being connected to God in any way we must see that we we're dying. This is the proof that we need what we don't want.. but can we see that? Can we? Or... are our minds too fogged out with Drugs or alcohol and other ego addictions for us to make any kind of real connection to God... to sanity! As my sponsor told me. "You don't even know you don't know."

He said I had to let go!

Let go of what?

Everything... the drugs the alcohol the other alcoholic/addicts we were hangin with and eventually they said, even the old thinking must be replaced.

Why?

Because if you want help, then you need to allow the connection to occur. GOD IS LOVE and He will love you the moment you stop killing yourself with drugs and alcohol and allow his access through sobriety.

You may say... He won't love me.

Yes he will, remember God does not love... God Is Love

He won't love me.

What are your options?

Hummm?

Our friends told us to fake it until you make it and it worked.. just try us for 90 days.  If you don't like what we have, we will gladly refund your misery.

Think very hard about this next statement...

"What do you have to lose?"